Making tough decisions

Six months ago, on 31st October, I walked out of my office space with sadness that I gave the space up, but also with relief, because I knew this was the right decision, and it was about time. 

I loved my office! Based out of a hotel, it was unconventional, cosy, had a really beautiful vibe, and I had it at an amazing price because I rented it just post covid. Back then, commuting to my office took just about 20-30 minutes from home. And then, with “normal” coming back, the roads went berserk exploding with traffic. I tried alternative ways, but with session times being erratic due to global clientele, all I was thinking of was how to get to work and get back home efficiently. With exercise going down to bare minimum, and eating outside food becoming normal, I knew that my body was supporting me but wasn’t very happy. And weight gain, health problems, everything started one by one.. 

I knew that this commute and the resultant consequences were only going to get worse, but I wasn’t ready to let go. Oh and it is important to note that 90% of my work was virtual or offsite! But, I loved the space and the people a lot!

With patience, constructive self-talk and constant reminders of how the decision was important for me, I eventually took the call. I reminded myself of the time I would save. About the joy of coming back to workouts..

I chose health over crazy commute, I chose balance over hustle, and I felt ready to stick to my decision. I left office and signed up for cult.. And boy am I having a good time with all the extra time on my hands!! 

Sometimes (actually most times), we may know what is good for us, but still not feel ready to make the choice, because that would mean letting go of something that is also good. And the journey from temporary good to greater good is what I call growth! What do you think?

PS: I just completed 100 classes at cult last week! 🙂 

Written by Sushma

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